Hesitation

In life there is hesitation on every things. What kind of this hesitation is, no one knows but it's there. Everyone hesitate to express his or her felling, thoughts, ideas, and work. If these things doesn't gets out from them they fell guilty or tensed, they fell something is missing, something is going wrong but they doesn't know that it is all due to the felling they have stopped inside them. That thing is like volcano which want to explode.

University

Jab mai pahli bar LPU me class lene gaya to itna crowd dekh kar Socha yahan kuch acha hoga par kismat me kuch aur tha.

Itne saal rude aur with coeducational me rahne ke bad bhi kuch missing tha aur Sath me Apna attitude bhi tha jo sab kuch barabar karne ke liye ready rahta tha. Class ka first day roll no 41 Sath me me bahut hi achi ladkiyan khass kar Priya use dekhte hi sari tension aur tiredness gayab ho jati thi. Wo ladki ko dekhte hi Sacha wala pyar sa ho gaya. Ab to bas wahi khayalo me rahti thi. Pyar sa tha uske lie kuch bhi karne ko tayar tha. Par attitude ki wajah SE sab kharab ho jata tha. Wo bas Ek friend ban kar rah Gaye age bat nahi badhi q ki mera attitude meri sakal aur soch ko wo pasand nahi karti thi. December sab apne ghar Gaye chat pe bat hoti thi uski Ek friend thi Savi uski beizati karne ka alag hi maja ata tha wo bhi Ek reason thi meri nakyabi me bas us din chat me usse bahas ho Gaye aur usne kuch aysa bola ki mera kisi ladki SE bat karne ka mood bhi nahi karta tha Maine sab SE bat kar na band kar diya Tanu jo ki hamesha bat karti thi sirf use SE bat hoti thi baki sari ladkiyan bat karti to mera reply nahi ata tha. 

Bas fir pure semester kisi SE bat nahi ki to sabko laga kuch gadbad hai