Hesitation

In life there is hesitation on every things. What kind of this hesitation is, no one knows but it's there. Everyone hesitate to express his or her felling, thoughts, ideas, and work. If these things doesn't gets out from them they fell guilty or tensed, they fell something is missing, something is going wrong but they doesn't know that it is all due to the felling they have stopped inside them. That thing is like volcano which want to explode.

University

Jab mai pahli bar LPU me class lene gaya to itna crowd dekh kar Socha yahan kuch acha hoga par kismat me kuch aur tha.

Itne saal rude aur with coeducational me rahne ke bad bhi kuch missing tha aur Sath me Apna attitude bhi tha jo sab kuch barabar karne ke liye ready rahta tha. Class ka first day roll no 41 Sath me me bahut hi achi ladkiyan khass kar Priya use dekhte hi sari tension aur tiredness gayab ho jati thi. Wo ladki ko dekhte hi Sacha wala pyar sa ho gaya. Ab to bas wahi khayalo me rahti thi. Pyar sa tha uske lie kuch bhi karne ko tayar tha. Par attitude ki wajah SE sab kharab ho jata tha. Wo bas Ek friend ban kar rah Gaye age bat nahi badhi q ki mera attitude meri sakal aur soch ko wo pasand nahi karti thi. December sab apne ghar Gaye chat pe bat hoti thi uski Ek friend thi Savi uski beizati karne ka alag hi maja ata tha wo bhi Ek reason thi meri nakyabi me bas us din chat me usse bahas ho Gaye aur usne kuch aysa bola ki mera kisi ladki SE bat karne ka mood bhi nahi karta tha Maine sab SE bat kar na band kar diya Tanu jo ki hamesha bat karti thi sirf use SE bat hoti thi baki sari ladkiyan bat karti to mera reply nahi ata tha. 

Bas fir pure semester kisi SE bat nahi ki to sabko laga kuch gadbad hai

A story of

rise n fall

 Ye kahaniyan hum sabne suni hai aur kae bar dekhi bhi hai par hamesha ek nayi kahani hamare sath hi chalti rahti hai.Mai bhi ek aisi hi kahani likhne ja raha hun jo ki sayad hi kisi ko pasand aye,to phir suru karte hain.

Ek ladka bahut hi chota sa,chota kya bacha tha hamesha yahi sochta tha ki kuch karna kuch ban ke apne logo ka apna naam roshan karna hai, dhere dhere wo bada hua uske samne kae ache aur  kuch kharab din aye.Jab padhta tha to ek bar principal ne ye kaha ki jo bacha saal me pure din yani ek bhi chutti nahi karega use gift milega school se to usne 8,9th class dono saal full attendence di yahan tak ki barish me bhi school pahucta tha aur class me ja kar jute aur shirt sukhata tha.Teacher's bhi ye notice kar rahe the ab har kisi class me uska nam liya jane laga ki ek ladka hai jo 2 saal se absent nahi hua,aur ab wo 10th me hai to baki classes ke bache ye puchte kaun hai wo teacher's ne bataya ab ye bat sun kar bacho ke andar bhi kuch hua aur attendence sudharne lagi usi ki class me teen bache usse sirf 3 aur 5 din piche the attendence me bichara ladka 3 sal ho gaye no absent aur nahi ennam kya khoob hai principal kia kathni aur karni wo hamse chahte hain kai hum sahi kam kare par wo apni kahi bat ko bhi pura nahi kar sakte,to ek din us ladke ne apni class teacher se kaha madam mujhe teen sal ho gaye bina absent ke aur class ke bache bhi yahi kahte hai ki tujhe kya milla be ye kar ke par sach to yahi hai na to madam ne samjhaya ki koe bat nahi mai thunhe kuch dungi par tum ye mat shocna ki kuch mileega tabhi me ye kam karunga.

             ladke ko us Teacher ne ek pen aur ek five star choclate di aur boli ye hi tumhara gift hai meri taraf se.

Wo ladka padhne me bhi thik tha class me uski 5th aur 6th position par rahta tha.Wo jab 10th me tha tab mahnat ki par uska bad luck tha ya darr Math ne uski naeyya dubba di result ane ko tha wo bhi pareshan tha result me pata chala sabhi subjects me uske 70+ marks the par math ke kaaran uski % gir gaye ab +2 ki chinta pagal tha ya aur kuch samajh me nahi tha usne science chun li.jo ki pasand tha par
[EK BAT HAI DOSTO ATMOSPHERE KAHO YA LOCALITY KA BAHUT ASAR PADTA HAI] naye school me ja kar wo age mahnat karne ke bajaye aur piche hota chala gaya. jaise taise school khatam hue aur wo pareshan kuch karne ko nahi dimag me sirf tension kuch na karpane ki bat chalti rahti thi ab to ye hua ki sabhi use nikamma samjhne lage ristedar to khairati hote hain sahi hai to sab pujenge agar bigada hua ho din to tum kaun ya bekar ho.Kismat bigdi sabhi kam bekar na hane kya hona tha.Use bhi nahi pata tha use kya krna hai.

       Ghar to ghar se badalkar jahanum ho gaya tha har koe taane marta tha maa ko bhi samajh nahi ata tha uske sath kya ho raha hai sabhi se pareshan wo ghar se apne ghar se dur rahne ki sochne laga. Hamesha gharwalo se dur rahne ke liye khelne ke bahane k ahin jane ke bahane, jo kuch ho sake sab azmaya. Dur rahte rahte bahut dur ho gaya ,ekbar to ye bhi socha ki ghar aur ye sahar hi chood diya jae kissi ko bina bataye chale janna hai fir Maa ke bare me soch ke ruk gaya